I sit to write things down.. Things that happened, continue to happen. In last few days, many memories were made, to cherish for rest of my life. Many things were done, many places visited. It has been a great vacation so far, and there are hardly few things to complain about.
Koushik's visit to Bangalore did create new memories.. Indeed, it was a refreshing experience so far. Dumma was excited to see us in Chennai and we had a great time celebrating the New Year's eve on a beach. With champagne and lots of alcohol, my friends did have a great time. I must say, I did not miss alcohol at all. I am glad I have stopped having it for over a year now.
As I woke up to a terrifying dream, my first reaction was to call. But somehow, something in me, made me resent it. As I began to refresh myself, the dream kept haunting me. It kept my heart pounding and wanting to feel relaxed.
Like two faces of a coin, on one hand, I am very ambitious and caring and optimisitc and good hearted guy, but on the other, I am now quite an insecure person with too many thoughts and unwanted ocnclusions for the same concept.
In year 2009, I want to change everything in me. This is where I start this year.
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