Friday 11 September 2009

I dream, I dream of my misery gone

Days become months,and months years,
But loneliness still reigns above all my fears,
For the years that have passed,
Ive been outrun outdone outclassed,
Loneliness has been a constant companion,
This friend in need is a pest indeed!

Loneliness is a presence, a being
An old enemy/friend/lover who stalks my heart.
Loneliness is darkness
A never-ending night.
Even though the black won’t go away,
You’ll never fall asleep.

Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
For the darkness is too strong
To allow any rest.

Hurting inside, no one to talk to
to talk this mood through with,
I am used to this solitary introspection
but it still hurts.
After all this time of being alone-
all the months, seasons, people behind me
I still don't get used to the loneliness.

I tried real hard to do this, I tried real hard to make it last
but you can't move on to the future if you can't let go of the past

I dream, I dream of my misery gone
For I had a loved one who is suddenly gone
I Believe in fate for it has lots to take
I Believe in despair for life is not fair
For I had a loved one who is suddenly gone
I dream, I dream of my misery gone