Usually everyone sees a glimmer of hope, a lightninig that would appear to end the reign of a dark cloud.
Well in my case, things are quite different.
I did see the glimmer of hope. I did see a lightning. Well, little did I realize that the hope that I saw and the light that was there at the end of the cloud had a very reverse effect. I really want to talk about this but I just cannot begin a conversation on this topic with anyone.. not even with those whom I know for several years.
It was in late September 2007. I was overcoming the real setbacks from the late August 2007 which were very gruellingly challenging. I hate to say this but I was really a lot worse person than what I am. I was walking past my work floor in the corridor. My eyes lit with a surprise flame. I thought things were probably very mirage in nature and tried to ignore them.
What do you usually call things that happen over and over again that make you think about them ? What do you call those things that makes you feel that probably you should do something about the things that happen around you. To put in simple word, I look at them as OMENS. These actually let you know tha probably your action towards it is needed. As always, these occur few times, if you heed to them, well and good. If not,over a period of time, they diminish.
I realized that the omens I was coming across, did make me feel that probably I had to do something about them.
Imagine a sunflower that is in need of sunlight every single day. It would actually choke to death if it were not getting exposed to sunlight. That very same sunflower, rejoices in complete joy, dances in its full glory, displays amazing enthusiasm, the very moment it recieves the first ray of sunlight.
Something similar happens with me all the time. It is a feeling that I just dont seem to be able to express the same.
