Monday 12 April 2010

The 100th post

For a real long time, I have been wondering as to what is it that I should write about to make my one hundredth post as a really memorable one. People often say that everything looks fuzzy when one is in love, but I will definitely differ on that one. Everything is clearer when you are in love. So much so that even dreams that you have dreamed several months back would still be clearer to the most tiniest aspect in it. As a result, I now will write on one such dream, a dream that now has become a kind of ritual, for I continue to dream the same dream more often than usual.

Beautiful white sand and cool turquoise bluish green water, on the shore, on the boundaries of the shore were the lovely trees. Set amidst this were several seats. As my eyes begin grazing all over the place, I see people coming in. I blink again and I now see too many of them. I wonder where I am. I realize, I was at a wedding on a beach. I look at the people closely only to realize that they were all the people I know. I wonder what is happening. As I look to the groom, I see myself standing there. I am surprised. Just plainly and bluntly surprised. I look at myself, wondering if I would look back at myself in return. I blink again and this time, I am now standing there.

I see there, standing and waiting for you. In my crisp suit, with my tie well tied around my neck. I see cough-lings well placed and a good watch. But most importantly, I see myself. Happiness and joy is literally oozing out of my body and love is overflowing in my eyes. I smile endlessly. I look to my left, and to my right, and all those who have been there and have been wishing well for us, are in their respective places.

Just as I see them, I hear your arrival. With eagerness, I look up to the door. I wait. I wait to see you walk towards me. I am waiting eagerly, patience now growing out, heart beating faster than ever. My hand begins to itch for it wants to hold yours. In those few moments, I suddenly dream of you standing next to me and taking the vows, accepting me as yours. Those very moments. Aah the bliss.

While I exit from those instant minute dreams, I see you coming. Radiant, poised, joyful, happy. In your white dress, as white as the morning snow and as pure as the milk, I see the happiness on you and love in your eyes. I see you walking towards me. An event of my life that I have waited for a real long time. I see you, so close and yet so far and with each step towards me, you come so nearer and nearer. As you came closer, I began looking at your bridal wear. I had always heard that the rhinestones on a wedding dress makes it look heavenly and gives the angel feel. I could not agree more to it when I saw you walking with the same. The dress looked extremely beautiful with the fabric and the embroidery stunningly unfathomable. The bodice covered with the rhinestone embroidery and also the gold just added to the visual extravaganza. The tiara on you was just made for you.

The more closer you come to me, the more clearer you become. The more closer you come to me, the more brightness you begin to shower upon me. The more closer you come to me, the more happier I am getting to be. The more closer you come to me, I began counting the little steps you took towards me. My heart began pounding, faster and faster. Surprisingly, when she stood next to me, the pounding heart slowly began calming down. In an instant, it now began pounding in rejoice. I looked at her, straight into her eyes. Her smile just made me smile, and I said to her "Between us, we will always share and have a love that is more than love." We both continued to share that glance with a joyful smile.

As I blinked, I woke up, with a smile on my face, and your smile glittering in my eyes. For now, I have lost the count as to how many times I have seen this, but each time, it starts the same way and I wake up the same manner.