The Desire

Two hearts fading, like a flower.
And all this waiting, for the power.
For some answer, to this fire.
Sinking slowly. The water’s higher.

With no secrets. No obsession.
This time I'm speeding with no direction.
Without a reason. What is this fire?
Burning slowly. My one and only.

You know me. I don't mind waiting.
I just can't show you, but God I'm praying,
That you'll find me, and that you'll see me,
That you run and never tire.......

Its been a year now and I wonder how it passed by so soon. I missed writing on my blog for while and am happy that its now a year since I started writing.

The then intention is in correlation with the now intention and will continue to be in sync with my intentions in future. I write because I want to express. I want to express because I cannot resent from it. So many things are going about in my mind. So many battles are being fought within the walls of my thinking arena.

I wrote my feelings down so that I can read it to you. I wanna let you understand this..

I am not who you think I am.. Infact my disguise is so thin that you havent seen right through me. Sometimes I want to rip off this identity of resenting emotions like I did in the winter of 2005, but I cannot.. Because i am not sure how you would react.

So I decided to live with the lie than to expose my true feelings.

There are two types of guys: The ones you grow out off and the ones you grow into. I really hope that I am the latter. I may not be the one you love today, but I will let you go for now, hoping that one day you wil fly back to me. Because I think you are worth the wait.

Speaking of which, there is one thing that lets me keep moving.. The Desire..