I miss blogging

It has been over a month since I wrote a post on my beloved blog. Oh I miss it. Very much actually. Off late I have been busy writing a book. So far so good, the book is going well. As much as I am immersed in writing the book, so many emotions in me are going unheard, possibly due to a fact that I have not had the chance to vent them out.

Speaking of which, I thought, I better do it now. And that is the reason for me to blog again.

2009 so far has been a tremendous year. With first quarter coming to end in few more days, so many things have already happened, and so many things have been triggered for a real roller coaster of a year ahead. The road blocks that I see now, will surely turn out into a major hurdle in soon to come near future.

January 2009, was a month which was filled with happiness, joy, merry, achievement, plans, parties, meetings, laughter and almost anything that I could imagine loving. I had the best new year celebration, on the beach, with champagne. Now that was fun. I got myself a new Sony Playstation Portal aka PSP. Killzone Liberation is a game worth playing anytime, any number of times. So I finally broke the spell of not purchasing a gadget for over 2 years. very long time, I agree. Work life was good too. Things finally started falling in the right places and it was nice to see that happen. Although I must say, the work etiquettes dont really astonish me, for honesty and hard work is almost dead everywhere.

February 2009, the so called month of love, which everyone say, continued to make me wonder why it is called so. I always thought and I for one know that December is the month of Love. Definitely not February. But when it comes for Love, i am totally different. may be because of things that I have gone through and continue to go through that has made me this way, which I have absolutely no regrets at all. I still wonder why people express love only on valentine's day and worship that day as though miracles happen only on that one day. Losers. Just losers.

This feb 26, I turned 26. Twenty six years. I cannot believe I have grown this old and when I look back to realize what i had achieved, nothing really comes in my mind. Ofcourse, this is with regards to worldly pleasures and needs. But when it comes to my personal needs, the needs that make my soul rejoice, I have been lucky. I did not celebrate my birthday, was upset the whole day, felt like I was no one, and the first time I decided to celebrate my birthday since last 8 years, everything went against as I had planned and wished for, which is when I realized that celebrating birthday was not my portion.

On a closing note, writing the book has made me get back to those moments that I had alienated myself completely. Things can only get better from now and I see it happening already.