Dealing with incompetent immature people has motivated me!

Yes, I mean by what I have written as the title of this post. To many this might come as a shock, and trust me, I am not surprised.

So here I am, sitting at my yet another new desk at work. Oh by the way, I do not have a dedicated seat at work. I guess that is a result of improper planning, but anyways, it has only turned out to be good. If I dont like the conversations of people sitting around me, I dont have to worry. I just get up and go to another place. You see, not all changes are bad, some are good too.

Speaking of which, I am not a big fan of venting out my frustration of my work life on net, not because I am scared of someone prying into my blog to lick someone's ass, hell with that, I dont really care about that. But because this blog I write, I write it to motivate myself when I am down. So may be, in future, when I am down, I will read this and I will tell myself that I can handle things much better than how I did it in the past. So this in a way is my lessons learnt session which teach me to move on.

Everywhere these days, work life is diversified, all the types of work are being globalized. Oh by the way, by globalization, I mean outsourced to asian countries. Apparently thats the essence of the word globalization. When such is the confusion, it is very evident to come across people who are even more confused, which by the way, I deal with every single day. Be it my fellow colleagues in my cab who do not care about time or be it my colleagues who prefer being a kid though they get certain pay cheques. Irony of life at work.

Having said that, I stare at the screen of my laptop wondering what I must do. And at every such instance, I get to take a decision amidst a dilemma between two kind of choices. Once taken, I dont worry about what would have happened if I had taken the other choice. When all those imcompetent people make untolerable noise, or when people at work talk their fucking regional languages, or for that matter when subordinates dry lick the ass of their respective bosses, I could possibly shout at them or go ahead and tell them that I am ashamed of their existence, I always think again. These incompetent people make me feel that I am much better a person. Never have I cheated anyone, nor have I dry licked someone to climb up the ladder. I am what I am because of how I have chosen to be what I am.

The immaturity among people around me motivates me that I can handle things in a much better way. But let me tell you, it does not make me proud nor does it make me arrogant. I mean come on, when you are at work, how can you possibly behave as if you were in the bathroom of your house? Dejected with immaturity and unprofessionalism, I see a light in me that fills me with confidence that I am and will continue to be different. In short, like I said in the title, dealing with incompetent and immature people has always motivated me.

My feelings.. something that I can relate to..

I have feelings of love for the girl I see.
Does she love me too, what does she think of me?

I wish I could tell her she makes me whole, but I'm afraid to say
what's deep in my soul.

I don't want to lose her, for I would be alone,
and some days I just can't wait to hear her voice on the phone.

She does certain things to make me feel loved,
some days she wants to be alone and my heart is shoved.

I want to feel as though I am her safeguard,
the one she can come to when things get hard.

I will always be there to help her along,
and before we met I wasn't as strong.

I wish I could tell her what I feel inside,
but I'm afraid of what she'll say, how she'll act on the outside.